Can't remember how I felt before all this anxiety condition, so even when I am OK I doubt If I am, questioning myself should I be like this, did I feel like this before got anxiety and so on. My head is like empty, like I don't know if I can't think. I am like living my life without joy, motivation or desire, I am feeling like I am just alive and that's that, maybe I completely lost my mind and this is not anxiety... don't know what the f*** is wrong with me!!! Please help guys, could anxiety turn you mad? Can I go crazy or something? Feel like I am not me, don't know what to do... It's hard to remember things, it's like the day is passing by I am not even aware of it, not literally but I am losing track of time... There are many other things as well can't remember any of them now...
Any advice/help will be very much appreciated...