Hi guys,
I've been talking to this guy online now for over 3 years, we have alot in common & I've always seen him as a really valued friend even though we've never met, we've never felt the need I guess...
But now he's suddenly asked me to meet up this saturday night in town for a drink [he doesn't live far away from me eiether] & a chat...normal stuff I could cope very easily with before I became a shy, anti-social, recluse...
& I've stupidly said yes, now I'm worried sick...the strange thing is, I WANT to go, because I need new friends more than ever lately, along with getting out of the house again. But yet I'm too scared. What if he doesn't like me in the flesh? What if we don't get on offline? What if I say something stupid/look stupid? - All that kind of thing...
Anyone ever done anything similiar? I'm really worried & could do with some advice...thanks guys...
I just wish I was the bright, happy, social person I once was... :(