Originally Posted by shoegal
am like you am losing so much weight and just kept suffering all burning pains etc every-time i ate ANYTHING !! in the end i got so scared to eat i basically just stopped eating (stupid idea i no ) but i just couldn't eat the anxiety that i feel every-time i go to eat something is unreal and i get the biggest lump in my throat ever sometimes i feel like its closing :( am always neg thinking about will this cause me pain / burning etc... my mind never rests so then this will make me just not eat sometimes for days on end its all a big circle i worry about eating then i either eat or don't eat then afterwards i worry it just goes round & round 24/7 i HATE this life am never relaxed for 5mins i don't sleep, hardly eat and never rest..
i have had every test under the sun all clear apart from one of my blood tests came back as high allergies but they don't no what????
this makes my anxiety with sky high i also have a phobia of vomiting so this plays a big part aswel i can't win....
am waiting to go an allergy clinic now but the waiting list is 20weeksbut they have tested my blood against wheat, soya-beans, eggs & milk all negative but am still worrying maybe they got it wrong???? and i eat one and i am really allergic to it. my burning pains have died down just when i eat i get little burning between my shoulder blades
just for a while but guess my tabs are working for the burning in stomach am just finding that along with that burning between shoulder blades i get like a frothy saliva in my throat.. its my negative thinking i need to get a grip of!!
yesterday was an ok morning ate breakfast then snack then about 4pm had a tuna mayo on a bread roll but within half hour my stomach went very bloated and then couldn't eat rest of night :( am sick of always suffering and today had some toast for breakfast then a pack of snack a jack rice crisp but now got frothy mouth and trembling, light-headed i just feel dead anxious don't no why ...... but all doc says is anxiety and IBS symptoms but how can i start to gain weight if i cant eat anything anymore as to worry or i get bloated or pains etc..... and why the past three days ive started trembling and feeling light-headed ?? x x
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then about an hour later 2small toast, 12pm pk crisp & a flake then 5pm another bowl of porridge but am so constipated my stomach is killing me so so much i also have nausea, and bad wind 
but now i wont eat anything as am anxious about why i cant go the loo and its making me feel so sickly 
so i did anyway i had an appointment at the allergy clinic just a chat with a doc who said they had already tested my bloods with wheat / soya beans milk & eggs and they were all negative 
but i still cant get that thought out my head that maybe i am allergic to wheat and if i eat it it will cause me pains etc.. anyway the waiting for allergy appoinement is 20weeks that was in feb but the doc said to me that they may not even bring me in for a test as once they have read my referral notes off my doc they may not even give me a test if they think that i dont have an allergy from my symptoms etc so am still waiting but this has caused me so much anxiety that i wont eat normal foods incase they make me ill i have never feared food in my life but now i just cant hardly eat it and its getting me so frustrated at times as am so so hungry i hate the doc for telling me in the first place to avoid wheat etc....... i bought an food intolrance kit from holland and barret and that shower up to limit wheat ??
