Ive been reading a lot of your posts, and some advice is brilliant. I get panic attacks and am taking seroxat 20mg. I used to only get them with flying..but after having my twins in september '05' (IVF), they entered all my comfort zones...its so unfair. After being such an outgoing, happy, sunny person who just needed a child to complete a perfect life...they turn up out of the blue. The children I have wanted for so long will now be brought up by a neurotic.....I would have been a perfect mother if the PA's had never surfaced.
I have to go to Spain next weekend to show the babies to my husband's family. But if I get PA's at home, how the hell am I gonna get on a flight and be abroad in a hotel/travelling. But Im gonna make myself do it. My GP has given me 14 tablets of 2mg diazepam, do you think that my 3 days in Spain will be ok if I take these?????
Any advice would be great......or do I need to ask for more, my husband will be with me the whole time. This is so crap,,,,I used to love travelling and was a real tomboy...up for adventures. I hate this vulnerable feeling.
Thanks for such a great site!!