Hello,
I suffer terribly with Health Anxiety & worry consistently about everything which afflicts me (imaginary or otherwise).
I think my intense fear of dying stems from having had a friend die of c*nc*r at a relatively young age (early 20s) as I've seemingly been a severe worrier ever since then.
I'm now approaching 40 & am terrified of developing something terminal.
I've had what I've always understood to be IBS on & off for about 8 or 9 years.
It's usually consisted of the usual kind of things - diarrhoea, random aches & pains in the abdomen/back, feeling full up after eating very little etc.
I take Colofac/Mebeverine when the flare ups are at their most concerted & usually the problem goes away after a bit when the anxiety subsides.
Last September time I became obsessed with the fact that I might have Oesophegal c*nc*r as I was getting what I know understand are possibly the symptoms of Acid Reflux - irritated, tickly throat, occasional heartburn & I've also had long-term post nasal drip etc. Being an ex-smoker I'm particularly paranoid about throats, chests & so on.
My doctor, who is well aware of my obsessional worry, was very reassuring but referred me for a blood test which came back absolutely fine. He prescribed me Omeprazole & this seemed to do the trick for a bit.
Unfortunately just before Christmas, I learned that a former colleague & somebody of a similar age to myself had just passed away after a long & nasty battle with stomach c*nc*r. This was after a friend's father had also succumbed to an aggressive Pancreatic c*nc*r earlier in the year.
Ever since then I have been experiencing all manner of abdominal pains, twinges, feeling queasy & so on as well as leaping on every other 'sign' that something's not right with me - glands up, feeling tired, think I'm looking thin & drawn, belching a lot - blah, blah.
My appetite - when I'm not frantic with worry - has been, and sort of still is - fairly good, which I try & tell myself is A Good Thing & last weekend I actually felt, for the first time in ages, slightly better.
However, in the last week I have started getting much more queasy & am getting a recurrent pain between my navel & my breast bone - quite often 1/2 hour or so after eating. This afternoon in particular it's been getting worse & coming & going in waves. Its onset coincided with a dose of the runs followed by a couple of days where I could hardly go at all - classic IBS symptoms..?
That 'end' of things seems to have settled down now & if anything I feel I want to go more & when I do, it's fairly solid & not a nasty colour (sorry - probably TMI.. )
Anyway, I've been trying to eat sensibly with regards to IBS & do try & help myself where possible. For instance,I've started eating Linseeds with my meals on the recommendation of my GP & I drink Actimel in the morning.
I've been a regular at my doctor's door (he knows that I'm a major worrier & is very sympathetic) throughout all this & recently have seen him 4 times in as many weeks..
He has had a good feel about & prodded & poked & felt all round my stomach & abdomen as well as listening to my heart & chest & says that I am suffering with IBS.
I suppose my question is, does this sound like IBS to you out there who also suffer with it? I haven't experienced it like this before & it worries me greatly as you can no doubt tell from my rambling post (for which, apologies incidentally but I felt I should put all the info down).
I would greatly appreciate any help & encouragement as this is slowly starting to drive me & my long-suffering family mad.
Many thanks in advance.