I feel nervous this morning because my friend is calling for me today and we are taking the kids for a 20 min walk down to Portchester Castle and once there we will be crabbing in the water.
I usually find once i actually do it i cope better than thinking about it.
I cant decide if to take a pill of diazepam although my cbt says pills arnt the answer and to avoid them (easy for him to say).
I am also walking my Puppy down there and feel worried because with every step we take the puppy draws big attention from everyone passing by, I am amazed how much attention she gets but its me who gets all the questions......ahh how old is she, whats her breed, is it a girl, where did you get her ????
Better go get dressed now and pack my bag - oooooooooooooooooo
feeling breathless and cant stop the shallow breathing.
Will let you know how it goes.
mirryx