Originally Posted by
Laurenzoe
I have had social and general anxiety for about 5 years now.
When it started a dropped out of school and was home schooled through my exams and failed all but one of them.
When I finished school I went on a music course which I really liked but every morning I went in and before the lessons had even started i began to feel dizzy and sick and just wanted to go home.. Which I did most of the time... I had to drop out of the course even though it was only two days a week for a couple of months.
It's been a couple of years since then and I just feel useless. I can't get into a normal college because I don't have the grades and I can't get a job because i can't bring myself to go to another interview and get turned away again.
I literally sit around the house all day everyday watching tv on my laptop.. I only leave the house to walk my dogs and once a week I go into town with one of my parents.
I feel hopeless and useless and actually quite pathetic..
Anyone else feel like this or has anyone got out of this stupid cycle? I just don't know how to break it!
Thanks x