Hey sunset sorry I didn't reply haven't been on here in ages because like I wrote on my opening post I am totally anxiety free its like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
I still take pregabalin its a fantastic drug works really well and has little side effects. It seems when I hit 30 in January the 15 years of suffering had just suddenly gone I was free free as bird.. I always studied hard at school pre anxiety depression and wanted to go to med school but could never cope with it so now that I'm free I thought sod it I'm going for it so I've got a place in uni doing my medical degree. It will be a tough 5 years but so rewarding. My wife is a GP and a huge support to me and my first child Isaac was born last year I'm like a different person than before. All I can say is the human mind is one son of a bitch at times.. Keep battling guys there is hope! Never give in and never give up!!
Bonzo.