I have just lost someone who was very special to me and who was my best friend.
Its going to be so hard to get through this and its a really big setback for me, my panic is back worse than ever, iv not eaten or slept for two days now and I feel so lost. I am desperate to call him just once more...to hear his voice again, but I cant.
What the hell am I going to do? Im not even crying now, I just feel dead to everything.I want absolutely nothing to do with another human ever again,from now on its just my dog as she has never let me down whereas people always have done all my life and I guess they always will.
Im off work for a week which is good as I couldnt face it anyway but how am I going to do this?? I really honestly dont know what to do.