Hi, I just joined today but have had health anxiety for a long time. I had CBT last year and it helped some, but I have a strong feeling that it hasn't tackled the root cause of the problem. It's helped me see which behaviours help and which are destructive, but I can't seem to stop myself. I have back and leg pain at the moment which I think is probably sciatica (which though unpleasant, isn't life threatening), but instead of doing what I know I should - distraction, getting the problem in perspective, letting the thoughts pass through etc - I am indulging myself completely, trawling the internet, indulging in doomsday scenarios, and getting worked up into a familiar state. I am now convinced that this is probably a tumour pressing on my spine, or a serious infection, and that I will end up dead, leaving my children distraught, or paralysed and a burden to everyone. Cognitively, I know this is highly unlikely, so why am I doing this to myself?
Has anyone tried anything beyond CBT, like full-on psychoanalysis? I feel like this must be something I WANT to do on some level, like for the attention, or the way it makes me feel, or something, but I can't see why I would want that. I wouldn't wish this on anyone; it robs you of any joy in life. It's so frustrating that despite recognising what this is, I seem powerless to stop it. Anyone out there with any insights or suggestions? Thank you...