i'm so scared right now. i can't stop crying. my husband is my supporter and he is going through such a rough time at work . . . so much stress that he is going to breakdown if something doesn't give. i have to stand on my own two feet today. i can't allow him to know how scared i am. i really wish i could chat with someone right now, but i have to wait 5 days. argh! so instead i will just keep writing until i feel better. i joined this site today and am looking forward to meeting people. i've joined another site a few weeks ago and it has helped me tremendously. hoping for the same here.