was just about to go to bed:@

[Em.ma]

hi, i need help.
i was just about to sleep and i heard a bang and then a smell of gas. i always hear things from loft and have very nosiy animals up there sometimes.
anyway our gas oven doesnt work properly either0 the ticker dont work and smells when its being turned on. i just got over one thing was bout to sleep then this. i begged my parents to phone the gas people but they shouted at me and told me to stop being childish. im so scared. wel also have seagulls in our loft.

[Em.ma]

im meant to be of to docs tommorow for anxiety but i cant sleep, i cant do nothing

[Em.ma]

i dont even know if i was imaging it. BUT im scared scared scared scared scared out my mind

[Em.ma]

and in tears. damn this anxiety.

[Em.ma]

and tummy aches so worried about whether gas has affetced it