im so fed up of everything.
i dont even want to be here anymore, it seems such a pointless waste me being here.
everyone is always moaning at me telling me what im doing wrong i dont actaully think i can do anything right.
the only thing i want to do is drink, it numbs everything and makes it go away for just a little while.
i just feel so pointless.
i want to feel like me again :'(