HUGE one tomorrow

[bottleblond]

Tomorrow i HAVE to go through what is probably most agoraphobics worst nightmare. I need to go to ESA interview at the job centre. In the past, they would see me somewhere closer to home but aparently they are no longer allowed to do this so i have no choice but to go. It's in the worst place ever. A shopping centre in the middle of town.

Since i was last there, the shopping centre has trebled in size and iv'e not even saw this nevermind been in it. So not only am i going to travel further than i have been in years, i have to face my worst nightmare too. It will kill me or cure me. If it kills me then it was nice knowing you all and if it cures me, can i please borrow someones bank card so i can shop till i drop. Kiddin!!!!

Sorry for the moan but i feel better for sharing.


Lisa
xx

[saro]

Hey Hun,

I know how you must be feeling. I felt the same when I had my 3 hour exam in May. You can do it! Try not to overthink it! I kept the toilet as the 'safe place' for me in the exam which made it easier and I did have to escape to there once of twice.

Good luck! xxx

[amandaj]

good luck lisa you will be fine im skint or id lend u me bank card lolxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[bottleblond]

Thank you Sar and Amanda.

Sar i think you're right about trying not to over think the situation. I'll have my mobile tight in my hand so i can ring Nic or Di if i need to coz they're like my safe people. I know if i need a foot up my booty then they will give me it. Lol

Awww Amanda i know the feeling mate. Lol

Thanks gals
xxx

[suzy-sue]

It sure aint gonna kill ya BB ..AND you will do just fine Chuck im sure .Concentrate on the moment and remember to breathe deeply .A bottle of water and not a Tennents ..Save that until after ,,and mine s a large Stuffed one when you pop into Morrisons ..MM says you can have his credit card ..but hes mislaid it at the moment ..You can wear my Sunhat for Good luck tho ..Rooting for ya and sending you lots of Positive vibes ..SHS ..X

[shaka]

I will be thinking off you tomorrow and sending calm vibes to you

[snowgoose]

sending you lots of love and support BB
Have something to eat before [just a yoghurt even ] ........and spend some time outside doing your breathing and focusing on the sights and sounds around you .
break it all down to baby steps ..........the journey , the interview etc .

and hold your head up high .......so many people here will be with you xxxxxxxxx

[Hazel B]

Sending support and hope it goes well.

[bottleblond]

Aww thank you all lovely people.

Thank you for you sun hat sue and i will defo wear it.

Will do my best to distract during the journey and take it stage by stage.

Your support means alot folks.


xxx

[london]

take a note book any thing the so called doctor dos in your eyes wrong
take a note
also DONT what ever you do go alone and go in when you see this artos
man or woman dont go in alone
so you have proff of what you say
good luck god bless

and you can get them to visit you at home if your doctor sends them a fax but its to late now