i have been feeling confused and upset also

[april tones]

Hi all!!

as you know i have battled depression,pnd,anxiety and also have fibro
I had some severe anxiety and palitaions few months ago which has gone now
I hav been feeling confused about lots of things though lately, my relationship,sex drive,ocd,no job
i am so happy being a mom and everything just feel i dont know myself any more, am i boring person? cant trust my friends any more, dont even know who they are too! love aprilxx

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[marie ross]

Hi april

Know what you mean, i'm just going through the motions at the moment, if it was'nt for my kids i would probably just give up. I can't be bothered to smile, so i pretend i'm happy just to please other people. I know my friends (the ones i've told about my problems) want to help me but i just seem to be pushing them away, don't know why???? I should be out there living it up but at the moment i don't want to, but if they are true friends they will stick with you through and through.
Good luck April, Marie XX

[april tones]

Hiya marie
I dont know who my friends are really. They are never here when it really matters.
I have lost trust in friends to be honest
The only person i can talk to is my partner but hateoffloading all time as dont want to hurt him or depress him as he is so good
I did tonight tho and feel better xxxxxxx

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[Southern_Belle]

April,

I think when you are in physical pain all the time (fibro) it is difficult to sometimes feel positive. That is why it can be easy to fall into a depression and anxiety. You also might question who your friends really are as you don't possibly feel really good about yourself due to those two things listed above. I know from talking to you that you are a wonderful person and would be a great friend who does alot for others (fibro board) for instance. I'm sure there are many others who feel the same way.

Bel

[april tones]

Hi bel, thanks so much
I just find it so hard to trust people who i meet as i always get hurt
I try to be hard but doesnt work and im just back to being nice,caring good friend but then get walked all over and left out!
xx

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