Needing to know that someone else has had this
Some of you know me from other sites and you're probably rolling your eyes at me. LOL
But I have to know if others have experienced the terror I have.
Last night, I came in and was putting up the groceries. Breathing normally. Suddenly, as I breathed in my heart went THUD, skip, stop, flutter. It did it again when I breathed out.
I tried to ignore it and move on. But it continued...and was getting worse. I leaned over my bed trying to stop it. Didn't help, so I stood up and went to take an Ativan. I paced my hallway for almost an hour until I felt brave enough to sit. I went up stairs to talk to my husband. As I was talking to him it happened again. So I went to sit down, it kept on. They went away if I sat up straight or stood up straight. I went to lay down, laid down on my stomach, started again. Got on all fours and tried to breath through, didn't help at all. I laid down all the way on my side, that was a mistake. So I halfway rolled on to my back and put my arms out to where my chest and diaphragm were open. Fell asleep, I didn't have any problems through the night. Woke up and I started getting anxious over them and fearing I would have to endure another attack. So I took an Ativan. Well that Ativan just wore off.
It happened again. Breathing normally. Inhale thud, skip, stop, flutter. exhale thud, skip, stop flutter. This time, I tried to ignore it and put my mind elsewhere. They did go away.
Has anyone else had this? It seems I'm the only one to have it like that.
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