I woke this morning with chest pain (usual ha fear) and it is not like the chest pain I have suffered before.. This feels like my heart is being crushed if that makes sense, and seems worse when I sit down! It's right in the middle of my chest and back not shoulderblades where I usually get stress pain.
I have had a viral infection and been coughing but not convinced is got anything to do with that.
I am so fed up with saying I am going to beat this condition and then I am back down again!
It would have been my mums 70th in Sunday coming so since her passing is the reason for my ha I know deep down this is just stress.
Its ruining my life as I spend nearly everyday miserable snappy and just not to be around! I am fed up with thinking I am going mad and am hoping that counselling helps me get back on track!
I have been off work and I'm going in to try and take my mind off of it!
Can i ever get my life back?