Hi Nigel
Thanks for the decorations!
Maybe but I see it as failure that I bought them in the first place. In fact the whole pack is more than my daily allowance and so I can't give in and eat them. At the moment it is ok because I don't want to eat anything after taking the laxatives, but it will be in a few hours when these wear off.<b id="quote">quote:</b id="quote"><table border="0" id="quote"><tr id="quote"><td class="quote" id="quote">75 calories x 6 is less than your daily allowance, and that’s low by most standards. I think if you can find a way to come to terms with that fact, then they won’t pose any threat. And when things don’t pose a threat then we stop thinking about them.</td id="quote"></tr id="quote"></table id="quote">
I kind of need to not tip them in the bin and spoil them with bleach to prove to myself that I have the willpower to resist, but when it comes down to it I am not sure I do. After all, these were not on my shopping list.
I had planned to buy fruit, a pre-cooked chicken breast and some baked beans for tea but ended up with these biscuits as well.
So wish I could sleep for a while after these tummy pains settle, as I know I will be hit by a second wave of pains and diarrhoea later. Not sure if the first lot is the result of the Xenical, and the second due to the laxatives, which would make more sense in a way.
I agree I don't have the will and that's half the problem. I want to feel happier and live a normal life, but I don't want to eat, or at least I can't allow myself to eat because I want to lose weight. I can't get past that at present. It consumes my every waking moment.<b id="quote">quote:</b id="quote"><table border="0" id="quote"><tr id="quote"><td class="quote" id="quote">“Where there’s a will there’s a way”
I think finding the will – a reason – is the key. I think having the will to want to change can achieve far more than all the best psychological help in the world. We just need to keep searching for that ‘will’ Karen. It’s out there somewhere...</td id="quote"></tr id="quote"></table id="quote">
Karen
Happiness is not a state to arrive at but a manner of travelling.
You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough ~ Christine Cagney, Cagney & Lacey