It even gets hard for me to write. I can`t seem to find the right words. Yet i feel so much.
I exactly remember the day when this begun and i don`t even regret it cause the happy moments are more valuable than the bad ones.
But it`s unfair, it`s just unfair. Since she is gone i can`t even breathe. It feels like i`m lost somewhere and i can`t find the way out and i just live in my memories.
I`m not even a shadow of the person i was before. When i look at my old pictures i miss that person, i miss myself. i miss the happiness, my beauty and my shiny eyes.
But i miss her the most. And this goes out to her.
I will wait hundred years and i will live in my dreams, that is the only place where i can be with you as i was before. I want to look in your eyes and seeing that you are looking back, that would be enough. I wont even need to repeat how much i love you, that will be written in my eyes. Please don`t blame me for my feelings, i can`t fight them, i can`t find the strenght anymore. Please don`t forget about me, cause i think about you every moment. I love you and i miss you
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