Hi all, these past 2 weeks my anxiety has gradually gotten a lot worse, ever since I started my new job which I referred to in the last post I've had to be up at 5:30 am, I've been feeling closer and closer to losing my mind or something ever since then.

Every morning I've been waking up feeling completely dazed , my heart pounding, dizzy and it feels like reality is leaving me. I've been feeling really quite out of it and like everything is 2D, I think a little bit depressed too but basically feels like I'm in a constant state of panic.

I've been getting a lot of dizziness and scary thoughts which I don't feel like I can control too. I don't feel like myself at all and have a feeling of being trapped. I have felt like this before years ago but this is just absolutely terrifying. I think I'm suffering from depersonalisation which I've had before. I really need some advice as this is making my life miserable and without sounding suicidal, I don't really want to be here at the moment.