Yes, really You're a very calming influence on people here. There are times I have prayed (literally) for you to respond and bring it all back down to ground zero. Something about the way you handle the anxiousness of posts and posters is very appreciated. Health anxiety is a LOT like PMS. You KNOW you're being crazy about something, but the emotions and feelings just refuse to line up to your more rational logic in your head. My poor hubby. He gets to deal with me during both sets of craziness.