I have had HA on and off for years! I totally am same enough to recognize it and all symptoms associated w it. I think bad experiences w doctors and the loss of 2 babies makes it all worse. Recently I found a knot on my neck. Rational me said its a muscle bc I hold my baby on that side more than the other. HA me said go google it for reassurance. Google diagnosed me w lymphoma. Great! From that point, diareah and loss of appetite took over. I went to a family friend first for reassurance. He is a chiropractor. He felt around and confirmed what I first thought, swollen muscle. He said I was all knotted up but wouldn't adjust me bc he isn't my dr and don't have X-rays on me. That made me feel better for about 3 days. At that point, my HA convinced me that he wasn't a dr and wouldn't know a damn thing about lymph nodes so his advise was now null. I got so worked up and went into the urgent care clinic to see a doctor. She felt ALL of my nodes and not just the lump in my neck bc I told her about my anxiety and what I read online. I expressed my concern on cancer and lymphoma. She said there were "no palpable nodes anywhere" on my body. She said the lump is either a swollen muscle or a fatty pocket of tissue bc I've not lost all my baby weight from having my baby. I felt better but now my HA is saying she isn't a cancer dr...guys I need some reassurance please! I had labs done a month ago and all WBC counts were normal. I've had 2 medical professionals and every family member and fried I have look at this. They all say it is nothing to worry about and that I have it on both sides of my neck, it's just a little bigger on the one side...and yet I'm so scared I'm about to die. I voiced that concern to my hubby and my 3 year old heard and now tells me she will keep me talking so I won't die...HA says she sees something the DR missed. I'm needing some support guys...please! I know I'm new to many of you all bc we All come and go but I really new some encouraging words before I go nuts and drive myself to a cancer dr!!