Hello all,
I was on this forum a few months ago (with an unrelated health issue and health anxiety) and I found you to be a great bunch of people who really helped me out of a dark place. I’m hoping you can reassure me and stop me from going back to that very health anxiety related dark place.
About three years ago I ended up getting 24/7 acid reflux - it was horrible, I felt bloated all the time, my lower back hurt, I felt sick, burped a lot, had heartburn and didn’t want to eat really. This was when the very first really bad bout of health anxiety kicked in and I started to obsess about pancreatic cancer. I was put on Omeprazole. After a few weeks the symptoms went away and I forgot about all my worries and moved on.
Over the past few years I’ve had few more incidences of bad acid reflux, I wouldn’t worry, start taking Omeprazole again and it would go after a few weeks. This time is different.
Just before Christmas (about a week), on a Sunday evening, I started getting pains in my stomach and felt sick. It was very much like I had food posining. The next day I woke up I felt awful, was shivering and had to take the day off work. I had acid reflux by this point as well. The shivering and feeling awful soon finished but the reflux and stomach discomfort continued over Christmas at various levels. At times it would be one or the other, both together and various levels of pain/discomfort.
Now, I admit to over indulging over Christmas on food and alcohol which wouldn’t help. There was a few days when I thought I was over the reflux but then the next day it would kick in. I’ve continued to take the Omeprazole. If it was just the reflux I would understand but it’s the lower stomach pain - it feels like I’m bloated all the time, need to go to the toilet (but don’t) and general discomfort/pain. The Omeprazole isn’t doing much right now and while I’m no longer eating badly and drinking anything alcoholic, nothing has helped yet.
I, or course, have started to worry and went to google. I’m now worried again and pancreatic cancer, esophagus and bowel cancer - depending what I’m feeling the most at that time.
So, yeah, I don’t want to go down the dark hole again and end up very depressed and full of anxiety. Anyone else in the same boat? I’ll add this is 24/7, the reflux and stomach discomfort doesn’t go away really, just changes. Please tell me why it isn’t any of the previously mentioned awful things!
I’m 30 years old, white and male. Married with a little daughter and another on the way. I’ll add as well that I haven’t noticed any change in stools, any blood and I’m still going. I’m not suffering with watery stools or blocked up.
Thanks as always NMP.