So, earlier this week I was upset over a twitch in my finger...I would take that any day over this recent event. First of all, I am 41 and my grandmother passed from colon cancer at 70. I went to the bathroom today, not straining, rather loose, and wiped blood and there was blood in the toilet. It was bright red. I do have a fistula that is ano-vaginal but we are leaving it as it does not cause problems. From having that I have had a proctoscope and know that I do have hemorrhoids.
But, this is the first time this has ever happened and like I said, I was not straining and it was not just a smidge of blood. I know that most of you will say "oh bright red is likely hemmies or a fissure," but after scouring the boards, I did just read where another member very recently had very, very, very similar symptoms and was eventually diagnosed with CC.
I am spiraling and tomorrow is Friday. I doubt that my doctor will be able to get me in. Should I go to urgent care? Do they even check your bottom? Should I wait to call? I. AM. TERRIFIED. Especially after reading that other member's story. I was almost believing it could be hemmies until I read that. I have not had a colonoscopy before.
And, just to note, I am never constipated...I have pretty loose stools. Often it feels like my stools are burning me (like diarrhea I suppose). I also have a lot of instances where I use the bathroom and exercise or go for a walk and it becomes uncomfortable and when I get home and wipe there is blood. That has been that way for awhile. The only other time I bled like today was after the proctoscope that I mentioned above....but that had a very obvious cause.
How am I going to sleep? Eating-that is for the birds. What if it bleeds tomorrow too?
What do I do right now?