So for 16 years I've suffered with panic attacks and anxiety. I was housebound for a while. I had an emotionally abusive alcoholic Mother and my parents marriage was a wreck. I've come a long way since then but there are two things that really push my anxiety to the limit. 1. Being away from home with or without my family, the further away the worse it gets. 2. My family being away from home. I have terrible separation anxiety from my Father. He's planning on going to China and I'm filled with negative, intrusive thoughts. I'm angry, resentful, scared, you name it.
Does anyone have any advice, any ideas about what I should be doing?