Re: cheating partners
You deserve somebody who would not contemplate harming you like that, or as a bare minimum having the balls to tell you he did not respect or care for you as you deserved any longer before doing that, if someone is capable of that whilst you'd rather impale yourself, there's not enough in the connection to bother fighting for.
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''...an utter depression of soul which I can compare to no earthly sensation more properly than to the after-dream of the reveller upon opium - the bitter lapse into everyday life, the hideous dropping off of the veil. There was an iciness, a sinking, a sickening of the heart, an unredeemed dreariness of thought which no goading of the imagination could torture into aught of the sublime.''