Re: Paralysis fear. Is this irrational? Need someone to talk me down
If you can't walk for the rest of your life you will adjust. They've done amazing things with wheelchairs. I am paralyzed from the hips down and have been since May of 2015.
However that said you DO need to see a doctor. You have an injury here and you might have a herniated disk which is treatable but needs to be seen to by a doctor.
My dear friend just had a back surgery because it turns out he broke his back 20 YEARS ago and never saw a doctor and they told him if he had seen them right away? It would have been simple bracing. Honestly you do need to see a doctor.
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