I am off to Disneyland this week and I have a horrid fear eating me up.
I used to love rollercoasters and had no fear going to theme parks, but since my anxiety this has changed.
I am really worried I have some sort of un-diagnosed condition (i have had so many tests over the last few years) and going on the bigger rides will either kill me or make me very ill.
I have recently been having a few lightheaded spells so ofc my first worry is that my heart is packing up and by going on these rides, that will do me in!
I went to Disney last year and survived (biggest ride I did was Tower of Terror and although I felt a bit unwell after (think it was unrelated) I am here to tell the tale.
Guess I'm just worried that maybe my heart has deteriorated over the last year and this time it will kill me off!
Sounds so ridiculous i know, just needed to speak to people who understand!