Originally Posted by
Anxiousamyj
Hypo,
Aren’t you tired of this? You’ve seen plenty of doctors. I know you’re irrational at the moment, and I’ve been there myself, but you have had this thread going for 2 years. The type of cancer has switched at least 3 times, and I haven’t read the whole thing. I know you’ve had tests done, and dismissed by doctors. Have you tried to help yoursel yet? Clean up your diet, get some exercise, maybe visit a chiropractor? None of these things will hurt you. You need to find some peace so you can start recovering from this mental illness, and it is just as real as any disease like cancer. You just can’t see it on an mri. Do it for your kids and your wife if not for yourself. I imagine your wife is getting pretty worn out with it all. Change your focus and work on healing yourself. You don’t have cancer, but you do have a mental illness. It’s sad to see you making yourself miserable, in an endless loop of anxiety and panic. Break the loop and do something different. Challenge your thoughts for once instead of riding that roller coaster all the time. At this rate, you will end up in a psych hospital and that might be what you need, I don’t know. Only you can decide to change it, though, so why not just try? It doesn’t hurt anything to try.