So, another example of how messed up I am and feel. I am fighting the worry about my back mole.. because I can see it directly, I had to try to point it out to the doctor. That little voice of doubt sneaks in and says that he didn't look at the one that scared me.. maybe he saw a different mole.
Mind you, I don't think I see any others in the vicinity of where I was point out, but that worry still is there..