I feel like every time I take a step forward in dealing with HA that something else happens to make me take two steps back. I had an okay week until the last two days. Last night I woke up with a numb left hand and convinced myself something was majorly wrong, and I’m pretty sure that sent me into a full blown panic attack. I had diarrhea after that and numbness in my face, mouth, and tongue. I’m so frustrated in trying to deal with this on my own. I’m currently on 10 mg of Celexa (which I stopped thinking maybe I was having an allergic reaction) but I’m not sure that it’s helping much. Most every day I feel like something major is wrong with me and convince myself that I won’t be around to raise my girls. I sit and cry when I’m home by myself with them because it’s all I can think about. I’m so sick of feeling like this.
Does anyone else feel this way? I just don’t ever know if symptoms are all in my head or if they’re really happening all because of stupid HA!!