Hi all,
Last Christmas I had an episode, in which my heart suddenly started beating 207 bpm (according to my Apple Watch) but then slowed down gradually as soon as I was able to leave the room and be alone. I really thought it was probably anxiety. I have hypochondria.
Anyway, it didn’t happen again until November of this year. I had a similar situation happen at the beginning of November, but again, it calmed down as soon as I sat down. I didn’t feel too scared since it went really fast, and I wasn’t alone. I didn’t count that time. It was after a big meal. The first time this happened I had just eaten a big meal too. I thought maybe it was a vagus nerve thing.
So this brings me to last week. I was getting ready for work, getting ready to get my kids dressed, and suddenly I felt my heart racing. Racing. I panicked. I was all alone with my little ones and I got so scared. I grabbed my phone to count my pulse and i counted 230 bpm. I totally freaked out. It wouldn’t stop. I have read about SVT so I tried some tips to stop it. Nope. I just knew I was going to die. I pictured myself being loaded into an ambulance while my sweet babies stood there watching. You know those racing images during anxiety? It was horrible. So I loaded my kids in my car and took them quickly to daycare (right down the street a little) and as soon as I was away from my kids and in my car my heart rate started to come down. This whole thing probably lasted 10 min. It was still pretty high about an hour later when I went to an urgent care. I think it was sitting at like 135. I was so jittery, tingly, upset.
They did an EKG and said it was normal. As soon as they said it was probably anxiety my pulse dropped down to normal. I really thought I was dying.
The NP at urgent care suggested I wear a 24 hour monitor. I am considering it. But in the meantime, what the hell? Can a panic attack do this? I’ve never had a full blown panic attack. I’ve had situations where I’ve gotten overwhelmed and started to feel like I needed to run away, but that’s usually when I’m in a situation that causes me panic (public speaking, a busy mall, etc.) This came out of nowhere. I didn’t feel especially anxious when it happened. It was just like BAM! And my heart rate didn’t immediately normalize. It took a long time to feel normal again. It was a gradual drop.
Everyone I have talked to has said “that’s what panic attacks feel like”. But can panic attacks make your hr shoot up to 200+ bpm? Is that even possible?
I’m so sensitive to my heart rate ever since that first episode happened last Christmas. I feel every beat and I get very upset if it feels fast. I’m hoping it was anxiety and not a heart condition. I’m 31, female, with no history of heart problems in my family. I’m just so confused and scared. I should say that I am a very high stress person. I have a stressful job and I have my two kids. I also have bad anxiety. I don’t think I get enough sleep. I believe it’s totally possible that my body has just had it, and that these three instances have been episodes of sudden adrenaline and panic. My body has stored so much trauma and fear. I just don’t know if 200 or more bpm during a panic attack is normal, and I don’t want to assume this is anxiety if it isn’t.
Anyone have thoughts?