Everybody's scared of change I have been through life changing few years and I lost myself completely it took alot to get my mind set again.
I was better finally I booked to travel something I've been wanting and dreaming about all my life straight after this my anxiety & my depression kicked in now I'm having nasty outburst I've never had them before but I remind myself constantly of how this is all normal maybe not for everyone but for me and it will be for you excitement pays part in lockong anxiety off because the two are so close together our minds confuse feelings .

Congrats on tour job and I hope everything goes amazing for you I'm sure it will !