Re: I dont know how to deal with this
I'm really sorry you're going through this. I strongly urge you to seek counselling of some sort if you haven't already - I recently went through a difficult breakup and trying to deal with that on top of battling anxiety was very difficult. Although I'm not 'fixed' yet, having counselling has really helped me to make sense of all the thoughts in my head and think a little more clearly. I can relate to the feeling of being overwhelmed and I really didn't know how to even start feeling 'normal' a few weeks ago but I am now having days where I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. My counsellor sometimes says very little while I sit and cry at her, and sometimes she gives me excellent advice and coping methods. It's really, really worth trying x
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