Re: Terrified and need some advice
jwk
I have been through the same fear. I was a tanning bed addict when I was 20-21. I went 15mins three times a week. I was very VERY tanned constantly.
Fast forward, in September I though a mole had changed (well, actually, it had changed) but I was reassured by five doctors it was benign. I insisted on a biopsy which thankfully confirmed it was indeed benign.
However, I digress.
Unfortunately, the damage we have done to our skin cannot be undone. We have to remain vigiliant and look out for changes in our skin. I am seeing my Dermatologist again in January, and will see her yearly after that. She took pictures of my back, legs etc to monitor some dodgy moles.
Really, I've gotten over the mole fear because my derma is monitoring my moles for me. I've done this privately here in the UK. I recommend you do this as well, because it really does help the anxiety.
Good luck
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