A lot of hospital appointment and tests, update
My health anxiety has been high lately, I've got many medical things going on which is causing me great worry but I am also glad it's all being addressed.
I've been referred to an endocrinologist, who I saw recently he did a check up and asked about my symptoms and looked at my medical history.
He then told me there's two paths he wants to look at, hormones, and my heart.
I've had all the hormone testing done and awaiting results. Awaiting an appointment for an ECG, also an echo cardiogram which is like an ultrasound of the heart, and to be fitted with a 24-48 hour heart monitor.
The results are in from my MRI of my inner ears for my pulsatile tinnitus, I have an appointment soon to discuss those and have a hearing test, then it will be scans on my neck to check the arteries etc.
As you can imagine I'm worried, I feel alone and scared but I want to feel positive and lucky that this is all being checked.
My symptoms have been since my baby was born, none improving and many getting worse.
Excessive sweating, I need a change of clothes regularly, sweating without any exertion.
Pounding heart and pulse, not fast but pounding.
Pulse in my right ear 24/7 that sounds like a bass drum.
Shortness of breath
Fatigue(more than usual)
Endocrinologist was great and discussed a lot, we also talked about my anxiety, he agreed that will be adding to this but does think I require some tests.
How do I stat positive, and not think the worst, convincing myself I will have heart failure or a clot.
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