Thank you so much for both your replies, I'm arranging to meet a friend tomorrow, but I (and he) is very nervous about it as the friendship is under some strain, it's giving me non stop panic as I think i'll end up losing either my best friend or my mind. I really am trying to remain positive, if that goes well then by this time tomorrow i might be calmer and have kept my friend. I don't like drama, he doesn't i don't think either, he is also feeling nervous about it. I'm just praying we can compromise and both be happy. I'm sat here shaking about it, it's pretty lame and maybe greedy but if i could have one wish right now it'd be that it goes well and we can both be happy. The flip side, a friendless world doesn't bare thinking about. I have my parents and they're both good to me but nothing beats a friend who wants to be around you without obligation.
It really means a lot you've taken the time to reply to me.