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depersonalization
has anybody out there had this its very hard to explaine but i get this weired feeling of unreality even thou i seem to b functining ok inside i feel unreal i dont no who i am ur wot i am at times and its very scarey i for example i was walking in to work and all of a sudden i stopped dead in my tracks and for a split second i forgot how to walk i felt everyone was looking at me and felt i was acting all strange and that everyone could tell there was somethink wrong im having really weared thoughts like wot is this all about i was about to have somethink to eat when suddenly i was asking myself wot was i doing putting somethink in my mouth and were was it going and why do we do this oh please wot is this all about its scarey even now im typing this im asking myself wot am i doin and wot is this and wot are people and wot do we do and why are we here.its all ifs and whys its driving me mad ur am i already mad the thing is everyone thinks im full of conferdence and im always happy but little do they all no wots inside my head,ill read back on wot ive wrote here and it wont make any sense at all and i suppose anyone that reads it will say the same ive missed out on so much over the years i just want to be normal if only i new wot that is,im so sorry for wrecking anyones head with this but i just need to get this off my chest and to keep my mind occupied away from the weired thoughts sorry everyone
t motown
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hi,
i find the feeling of going mad and particularly the depersonalisation the worst part of my anxiety...it passes tho and doesnt do u any harm.
