this throat thing is really getting me down and im scared to go to doctor as im sure if i ring to book an appointment they've stroked me off their list lol 2 days ago i had a red lump inside my cheek i got drunk and poked it with a pin and it burst (was a blood blister) now im convinced it was a tumour and ive made it worse and now the cancer has spread all through my mouth my husband is at his wits end what to do with me but he is very very easy going and dont understand anxiety or its symptoms he tells me to just get on with it tonight we've been invited to a barbeque at a friends house and im not looking forward to it cos they dont know i have anxiety they think im great fun and im scared in case i talk when i should be listening o well thats enough for you all to contend with for today lol