Well guys the symptoms all started on the night of the 23rd of august...since then my life has been changed for ever....my brain isnt working proply..im going to get my pop to take me to nuroligist..I dont know whats wrong...my brain just isnt taking in info like it used to and its making me very panicy...one day fells like a year...i cant remember things much..very fogy..my body clock cant fell time like it used to i wouldent know the dif between 3 mins or 3 hours..im geting severe depresion..sever nightmares...sever depersilization..im going to get my granpa to take me to nurolgist..its just so scary guys./
. Memory and cognitive abilities....1 hour ago will fell like 4 hours ago..i will forget how i got somewere..things fell rushed..my body seems to folow its self..like say theres 2 chairs 6 meteres away from eachother i got up and sat on the other chair..my body fells like its still in the other chair...im starting to even forget my family..sort of...even forgot who i was the other night..not really but sort of..ben teribly depresed..al i want to do is sleep..i will be going to nuroligist in about 13 days...should i just hold out and keep calm untill then..?? its just a nightmare im only 16 i dont desreve this...i have had symptoms of sort of epilipsey like at a comp screen or watching tv will get images in my head of past places..theres even a post on here about it...from a few years back.. the docs did brain tests for brain damidge like the finger trick and stuff...what sort of tests can nuroligists do...should i just get on with my life untill i get to see the docs...its just also alot of depresion and sort of like shock to my body aswell...things just arnt runing smoothly for me upstairs....like the nurosepters in my brain arnt conecting right.I get visions in my head
i was under alot of stress the last few days like intense stress..and haulcinations and stuff when i was in the mental health ward for 3 days it was pretty stressfull...can stress cause brain defunction..and also im in great anger aswell because my life was going so great before all this happend to me i was on top of the world...fit healthy 15 year old geting good merits at school...now since this has happend turn my world upside down.
The depresion side is very severe..im also sucidial like i just want to put photos up on the wall of my family and just slowly die...and think of good past memorys and get some peace because all i want is peace....
days fell like years...i fell unreal..like im nothing..like im a shell of who i used to be before...im just so confused...why does the brain want to harm itself
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