Thanks for the reply ingenious that means a lot, I have already expressed my concerns to my GP hence the reason I'm going back tommorow for a possible dosage increase. Sometimes I get moments of clarity during the day where I can see my depression for what it is! I know these thoughts and feelings are just my depression bumping its gums. I certainly haven't made any plans to do anything to hurt myself and hopefully I will never get to that stage. Thanks for the support guys.