HI ALL
ALONG WITH OTHER PRETTY BAD STUFF GOING ON FOR ME IVE NOW BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH OCD, WHICH I NEW I HAD ANYWAY BUT DIDNT REALISE THE DEPTH OF IT.
6/ 7 HOURS ADAY MY CLEANING TOOK, NOOKS AND CRANKIES CLEANED EVERY DAY. NOT EVEN ALLOWING ANYONE TO SIT ON THE CHAIRS SO THEY WOULDNT BE MESSED UP.
SELF CHECKING IN THE MIRROR 40/50 TIMES ADAY FOR MY UGLYNESS.
CHECKING DOORS LOCKING AND UNLOCKING. CHECKING WINDOWS .
PULLING OUT MY HAIR AND MAKING BOLD PATCHES.
HAVING THE BIGGEST CLEANING CUPBOARD OF PRODUCTS AND TRYING TO HIDE THE AMOUNTS SO NO ONE WOULD NOTICE.
SOMETIMES CLEAN FOR 6 HRS HAVE A VISITOR AND BECAUSE THEY HAD BEEN INSIDE MY HOUSE DO THE WHOLE RITUAL AGAIN FOR ANOTHER 6 HOURS.
WHEN I WAS WORKING I DID IT AT NIGHT AND LACKED SLEEP BUT I JUST CARRIED ON.
IM NOT GOING TO GO ON ANY MORE YOU ALL KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE.
I WISH A YOU ALL A BIG HUG IN YOUR OWN INDIVIDUAL JOURNEYS THROUGH THIS HELL.
KIND REGARDS
NESS
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