its about 1 am here. i woke up and feel really anxious. i know its a culmination of a lot of different things:

1) my roomates are mad at me because they say im not neat. (one of their reasons they were mad is because i didnt shut some kitchen cabinet doors) so i have no desire to make the situation better because that is just a little crazy
2) i have a big test tomorrow morning
3) my ex texted me on saturday wanting to talk to me and im unsure whether i want to give him the time of day and its making me anxious waiting in limbo
4) its that time of the month

i figured writing this out would make me positive im not dying from a heart attack or going nuts, or at least feel a lot better. because all these things truly are a recipe for some intense anxiety.

Thanks for listening/reading!