Hi everyone, just thought Id write because I have had this awful sinus infection or about 3 months now, I've had 2 lots of antibiotics and it still has'nt gone, I do suffer with depression and have been on prozac for about 8 years.

It has helped a lot, but just recently because I feel poorly all the time, its beginning to get me down and I feel my depression creeping back.

I just feel as though I want to sleep or just sit on the sofa watching TV, its such an effort to do anything, any house work or do the kid's tea etc

this morning I got up and got the kids off to school, then got back into bed and slept until 12 noon, even then I had to force myself to get up, and I came straight on here to talk to you lot.

I am also overweight and hate it, I'm size 18, and I think half of the problem is because i'm too fat, and losing even a bit of weight would make me feel better in myself. I do try, but find it SO difficult, I love my food, with my depression I tend to eat more, unlike some people who don't eat much when depressed, I wish I was the other way.

I lead such a boring life, I'm married but not happy with my relationship, I fell out of love with my hubby years ago, he knows, but we still try to carry on for the children's sake.

I have no interests, can't get any enthusiasm for anything, just like sitting at home watching tv and eatting, don't even like going out now, I'm not agoraphobic or anything, but just can't be bothered to get myself ready to go out the door, we have no food in the house hardly so I'm gonna have to do some shoppng soon, but hate going to supermarket, and hate spending money on food.

I sometimes do a big shop on internet, try to get jumbo packs of things so they last ages and I don't have to shop too often.

I do have another docs appointment Wednesday, my hubb says for me to request a referral to ear nose and throat specialist now its been going on too long. I agree, and I have read on net that if leave infection too long it may cause perminant damage.

A "Sinus Washout" has been mentioned and said it is very unpleasant, so I am really scared now, I want to get rid of this infection but don't want anything nasty done to me[V].

Has anyone ever had one of these "Sinus Washouts"? please tell me about it if you have.

Anyway I've done enough babbling now, buy everyone

Love Jacqui