Hi everyone,
I didn't really know where to post this. I figured depression was a big factor in how I'm feeling so here I am! I just wanted to get a few things off my chest really.
I'm feeling incredibly low lately and very isolated and lonely. I think it's the time of year, everyone's going out with their friends for a christmas drink and I'm stuck at home. Since suffering with anxiety and panic attacks, my friends have slowly but surely dropped off one by one, (obviously not real friends were they?) but now I'm in need of a friend, I have no-one. Don't get me wrong, I have people I can talk to on the site, but it's not the same as having a 'best' friend is it?
I'm trying my hardest not to let my depression win, but it makes it so much harder when you haven't anyone to lean on. I'm just feeling crappy to put it bluntly. Christmas should be a time for happiness shouldn't it?
Shell.x