Hi, is it true that you have no hobbies and interests at all? Not even one? That sounds like depression talking. Have you tried speaking to the Samaritans? I'd give them a ring now, they're trained to listen to you and I find that I often solve my own problems while talking to them, or at least it highlights things that I can work on.

Why do you think you are falling so far behind? What does he say about this?