As it gets closer I get more and more anxious,I hate my birthdays.
On wednesday I will be 33....
That is not the problem though,will my mum send me a card or not [?]
It my first birthday since they stopped talking to me [V]
The kids have all had cards and xmas cards ,I didnt get a xmas card so will it be the same[?]
In my head I dont think I will get one Im almost certain [V]
But in my heart Id like to believe that I do still have a little of mums love and she wouldn't want to see me hurt anymore.
I will be glad when it has passed.
love Dawn