I am Stu -a 47 year old "unpaid" counsellor who is struggling to get and settle into work that is paid. Had a job at post office last year but packed it in -in a flash as soon as I became victim of stupid pranks being played(commonplce and not personal to me, nevertheless). To even try this job was hard because I am well qualified and a masters graduate too. Yet even in situations where "under-employed" and not so demanding - I panic and take flight. Have not even tried to get a job in the last 12 months out of fear of the usual response and not being seen beyond my anxiety. Crazy really coz in the few "unpaid" counselling hours I do - I can be a "confident companion" to my clients and I get positive feedback -I cannot weigh it up. Anyone else experience similar?

stu