I feel like a piece of paper. Thats how I explain it.
I end up crying each day at the end of the day.
I cant do anything.
I keep going down hill. not up.

Is anyone the same?

I feel a burden upon my partner. I am a man yet I cry each day.

I have tried, meds, natural, everything, talk.

I feel i am going down more each time. I have 6 months to wait until I can get into private hospital.

I am on doses of meds now most could not beleive or pronounce.

Ive tried everything.
where to next apart from the obvious.

Meds and natural have helped but I am not goiung up. I dont know now whether I have depression or anxiety? WHat is it now? I feel anxiety gone but depression here big time. I just cry.

Its been over 6 years now. How long do I bear this?

Chop

Learning to under react