So now I have the burden of facing up to past issues of being sexually abused.
I have been feeling a little manic at times, then really sad. Haven't been sleeping much sometimes like 3 hours. My relationship with my girl is virtually over, and I have just cut off all my friends after them thinking everything was cool, although they haven't bothered to see how I am.

I don't know if I have more than anxiety or if I am being anxious and the Dr never takes me serious and just tells me to exercise.

I'm hoping this is the rock bottom before the rise but I have a habit of staying down for a while. I'm so alone.

I've given my haters (people who try to pick on me) everything they wanted.